How Game of Thrones Ended with a Quiet Thunder

How Game of Thrones Ended with a Quiet Thunder

It all came full circle. The beauty of Game of Thrones is at its core the characters. When the show was at its best it gave us windows into the fabulous personas that made the show special by letting us follow their stories: Jon Snow, Arya Stark, Tyrion Lannister, Jorah Mormont, Samwell Tarly, and many more.

The worst parts of Season 8, especially Episode 5, were a series of at times rushed (if cinematically spectacular) events and action sequences, missing much of the character flow that made previous seasons spectacular. Season 8, Episode 6 did the opposite. A superlative closing of plot circles. For a series with all the splendor of a movie in each episode, the last one did the little things with the characters to be great…even if there is no happy ending and many disgruntled fans.

Let’s discuss:

Drogon – Wait, he’s a character? Yes, much of the show he was a thing. An interesting, powerful, event-altering thing. But a beast. In this episode he becomes a character. He looked upon Aegon Targaryen, slayer of the Mother of Dragons, and he made a choice.

He burned the Iron Throne, ensuring no one would sit upon it now that Daenerys was dead. He carried his mother away from Westeros, after touchingly nudging her to verify her demise and then wailing aloud. In doing so Drogon looked upon the last Targaryen and spared him. I like to think Drogon took Daenerys back to Old Valyria to rest in the Doom among her ancestors.

Tyrion – amidst the hell of the death and destruction of King’s Landing, he insists on seeking his brother. Alone. He finds him, in the arms of the woman he loved. As Jaime prophesied. And Tyrion wept.

Then understanding the possible consequences, Tyrion publicly and forcefully tosses aside the emblem of Hand in front of Daenerys, silencing the Unsullied, because he would not endorse the death of innocents.

He declared to Jon Snow/Aegon Targaryen, “you are the shield that guards the realms of men.” But he’s not talking about the Wall. He’s talking about the wrath of Daenerys. The people of the world need a shield from her madness.

Tyrion is the best of himself at the Dragons Pit. A wonderful physical return to the powerful scene in Season 7 where Tyrion and company brought a wight to show Cersei and Jaime. Tyrion’s plea to abandon rule by birthright produces perhaps the one outcome to halt further bloodshed.

And when Bran the Broken makes Tyrion Hand again as both punishment and reward it is all fitting.

Jon Snow/Aegon Targaryenoh, dear.

If any character stayed true to his story arc it was him. He slays his (Mad) Queen only as a last resort, grudgingly convinced by Arya and Tyrion. He then takes the Black and goes North, but this time not by his choice.

Jon Snow, wearing the Black again.

Jon’s trajectory throughout the show’s seasons was at times glorious, at times maddening. He has regrets, but as Bran consoles him: “You were exactly where you were supposed to be.”

There’s a lesson there.

The horn signalling “Ranger returning” at his arrival at Castle Black was an especially poignant moment.

Ser Brienne of Tarth – her honoring of Jaime Lannister in the Book of the Kingsguard is one of those subtle scenes where even in brevity a lot is accomplished. She saw the good in Jaime. And she memorialized it.

Brienne finishing the pages of Ser Jaime Lannister in the Book of the Kingsguard.

She herself becomes a Kingsguard again. Nodding to her past, her oath to House Stark, and the new Westeros to come.

Ser Podrick Payne – Ser. Enough said.

Ser Bronn of the Blackwater – he didn’t receive much attention in the last season, but he was richly rewarded at the end for his service to both Tyrion & Jaime. Is he perfect? Far, far from it. His last scene is arguing for the rebuilding of brothels in King’s Landing before the rebuilding of ships.

But he served Tyrion and Jaime (and the Realm) all across Westeros with great skill, commitment, and valor. He earned his place.

Lady Sansa – through hellish events and travails, she slowly grew into her path and arrived at her destiny. A defender of the North, even during the Kingsmoot. She was firm in her defense of and advocacy for her people. Hail, Sansa, Queen at last.

Arya Stark – no Lady is she, by her own request. She is a killer. The Hero of Winterfell. Yet, she does not seek a future in the land she helped save.

Once she has played her part in the resolution of affairs for her family, she commits herself to a exploration beyond Westeros, into the unknown western seas.

The trained fighter. The seasoned traveler. Someone who knows how to make tough goals and pursue them. On a ship to explore new frontiers.

Arya of House Stark, hero of the Game of Thrones.

The End – the very first episode of the series began in the North, amidst the woods beyond the Wall, with House Stark in focus. More than appropriate to end the last episode in the same setting, with the same family.

The closing scene is accompanied at first by a mournful instrumental track. A testament to the fact many, many endings in the show were not happy.

Arya embarks on her journey West with the sigil of her House on the sail. Sansa is crowned Queen in the North in Winterfell. And Jon heads north of the Wall with Ghost, aside Tormund Giantsbane and the Free Folk he saved. Creatures of the North reunited.

And as the last scene fades to black, it is in those same woods as it all began, with the music having gradually morphed from sadness into a rendition of the fabulous opening song of the show that is seared in the memory of every fan.

The song that began each episode played at the last one’s ending.

Not a happy ending, or a perfect conclusion. George R.R. Martin neither wanted nor provided for that. But the circle closing in a fitting way to one of the great shows in modern TV history.

**Cross-posted at the Resurgent.**

The Seahawks are a walking case study in why culture matters

The Seahawks are a walking case study in why culture matters

Professional sports teams are interesting organizations. Yes, our focus is usually on cheering for our favorite team, yet these same teams and the infrastructure around them are often like any other complex company. They have a culture. And how they behave gives interesting insights into that culture and what contributes – even drives – team performance.

Culture does matter. In the NFL, the Detroit Lions and Cleveland Browns have been hapless for many a year while teams like the Pittsburgh Steelers and (sigh) the New England Patriots have been synonymous with playoff appearances and more. How those organizations choose to conduct their business influences quite a bit of what we see on the field.

Take the Seattle Seahawks. I’ve been interested in their culture since their different way of doing things first got attention in the months before their Super Bowl victory. Their prominent use of a sports psychologist, Dr. Michael Gervais, also caught my eye. Even the consulting company created by Gervais and Coach Pete Carroll significantly influences the cultural of client companies with a holistic approach to personal development, similar to how they work with the Seahawks (listen to Carroll on Gervais’ podcast for more related insight).

That background was lurking in my subconscious last night as I tracked what the Seahawks are doing in the 1st round of the NFL draft. They had pick #21 thanks to their finish last season and pick #29 after trading their star defensive end, Frank Clark, to the Kansas City Chiefs in the days leading up to the draft.

As I tracked developments and digested the post-first round media coverage (the remaining rounds of the draft are today and tomorrow), it hit me how what the Seahawks did wholly aligned with their organizational culture. Here’s how:

They’re realists.

Trading Frank Clark was bittersweet. A young, emerging force in the NFL but, one due a huge contract. There are only so many of those any organization can give out and the Seahawks just paid Quarterback Russell Wilson, big time, and need to pay All-Pro Linebacker Bobby Wagner soon as well…among others. Yet, they were clear they wanted to keep the talented Clark. What happened?

Dallas re-signing their own defensive line star, Demarcus Lawrence, raised the market price for leading defensive ends too high for Seattle’s planned budget and the Kansas City Chiefs offered great trade value for Clark. Thus, “we had to help the team and do what’s right for the organization.”

Team first, not emotions.

They’re authentic.

Fans of the Seahawks know the team has its quirks. Carroll and GM John Schneider have specific types of players they want. Often they have unique physical characteristics for their respective positions that fits the Seahawks’ scheme. Usually they have a chip on their shoulder for one reason or another. It’s not uncommon for draft and talent analysts in the NFL to take a different view of some players than the Seahawks, sometimes scoffing at their choices. The Seahawks don’t care.

Which is why after trading down from the 21st pick, the descriptions of who they picked at #29 was not surprisingly someone who very much fits the Seahawks mold: defensive lineman LJ Collier.

Analyst Brian Baldinger raved about Collier as a brawny, on-the-field performer, disregarding the “stupid underwear stats in Indianapolis” as Collier didn’t perform exceptionally at the annual NFL Combine, which might dissuade some traditional scouts.

Longtime NFL scout and head of the Senior Bowl, Jim Nagy, saw the same thing. Collier shows up on the field:

And guess what, Collier has a chip on his shoulder:

Sounds like a Seahawk to me.

They’re focused.

And they stick to the plan. John Schneider likes having lots of picks in the Draft, spread across its 7 rounds. Carroll and Schneider have made a name for themselves in finding high quality NFL talent deep into the later parts of the draft.

Even after the trade with the Chiefs for Clark, Seattle still started the Draft only 5 picks: those two 1st rounders, plus one each in the 3rd, 4th, and 5th rounds.

Virtually the entire NFL knew they were likely to try to trade down at some point. And they did. First out of #21, for which they received a different first rounder, #30, plus two more 4th round picks.

Thus, the Seahawks found themselves sitting on back-to-back picks, 29 and 30, with other teams who wanted to move up to snag a player they wanted falling later than expected in the 1st round knowing the Seahawks were likely willing to trade again.

The potential result? A lot of chaos.

Yet Seattle got their pick at 29 in Collier and traded down again with the New York Giants, this time swapping #30 for picks in the 2nd, 4th, and 5th rounds:

You achieve your goals by being able to stay focused in times of challenge.

They execute.

The Seahawks focus on the plan led to the actions they likely wanted in drafting a player they desire and trading down to secure more picks. But what were the actual results of those actions?

Besides the potential fit of Collier as a Seahawk, after trading down twice Seattle functionally converted the 21st pick in the Draft into a high second round pick, 3 more 4th round picks, and another 5th round pick too. The team with only 5 draft picks before trading Clark now has 8 picks remaining in rounds 2 – 7 even after picking Collier in the first round.

They got what they wanted and they got high value. For the first trade:

And for the second trade:

To be fair, various teams value things different ways, including based on desires for specific players. What’s clear either way is the Seahawks executed against their game plan and got results.

They may well trade down again (or up) in the remaining rounds of this Draft. Not all the players they select will work out. It will take years to assess if this Draft was good or bad for the Seahawks in terms of who succeeds on their roster.

What is clear is the Seahawks have a culture as an organization. It’s specific and unique; and they live up to it. And their performance yesterday was visible proof. That’s fun to see, be that in sports, business, or otherwise.

What we love about Game of Thrones

What we love about Game of Thrones

It’s the characters, stupid.**

No, not because Westeros is a magical world of dragons and knights and white walkers and battle scenes and intrigue. Not even because of the salacious violence and sex, let alone unexpected plot twists (who among us doesn’t still need a little therapy after the Red Wedding?).

It’s the humanity of the characters that creates connection to the show and its tale.

We remember, for example, the incredible Battle of the Goldroad when the Lannister army faces the combined doom of the Dothraki and Daenerys astride a fire breathing dragon. That’s a magnificent spectacle.

And the characters are better yet.

Episode 2 of this last season is nearly devoid of action, yet gripping. Yes, Cersei, Jon, Deanerys, and more continue to play the great game. But, even that quest for power takes a back seat to the characters this week. Lord knows it’s not the splendor of a drab, gloomy Winterfell that draw us in.

It’s not the majesty of Game of Thrones that keeps us watching so eagerly, though it may draw us in at first. It’s the characters and the subtlety of the production.

Subtlety like the unforgettable Season 6 closing scene with Sansa’s smirk as Ramsey Bolton meets the gory death he so richly deserves. Subtlety like the looks shared this week between Jaime Lannister and Brandon Stark as the former faces a hearing before his family’s enemies, the Targaryens and the Starks. You could watch the entire scene on mute and guess the sequence of events just by watching Jaime’s eyes.

Even taking the main figures of this episode not named Jon/Aegon and Daenerys there is a rich tableau of character development and expressions of the spectrum of the human condition to woo us:

Jaime Lannister – the arrogant sister-fucker has redeemed himself. Not 100% remorseful, he mostly declines to apologize for his earlier acts in defense of his family. But as he stands in Winterfell, humbly requesting to join the defense of the realms of men, he says what fans of the show long ago discovered: “I’m not that person anymore.” Redemption indeed.

Sansa Stark – the prissy naif of Season 1 has matured into a Bismarckian realist of a leader, with a touch of Machiavellian ruthlessness. And the trajectory of her hellish journey in between has helped transform her from one of the most annoying characters to one of the most endearing.

Brienne of Tarth – in some ways she hasn’t changed, a character intrinsically true to her nature. Yet, since we first met her at tournament before Renly Baratheon, she has transformed from a wandering soul seeking the right role for herself in the world into perhaps the most honorable living knight in the Seven Kingdoms. And that smile after she was thus honored…

Sir Brienne of Tarth

Tyrion Lannister – how has the lecherous, drunken “whoremonger” of Season 1 become one of the most beloved character’s on the show? His is one of the great character arcs in modern entertainment…aided and abetted by Peter Dinklage’s superb portrayal. His fireside lament to Jaime this week that he cannot return to whoremongering due to the “perils of self-betterment” is one of those delightfully subtle moments that says a lot without saying much at all.

Arya Stark – the dark side of greatness is often overlooked, especially in entertainment. Arya is a great character. She’s also a great killer. And her path to that reality is littered with windows into that darkness.

In her own words this week: “I know death, he has many faces. I look forward to seeing this one.”

She has issues. And we love her for that.

Poderick Payne – the incompetent yet faithful squire of his youth has transformed into a warrior, training combatants under Brienne’s tutelage. Yet, it was the glory of his singing that is the climax of Episode 2. A scene both lovely and haunting on the eve of battle, leaving moist eyes for many a fan.

Jorah Mormont – there may be no greater person of service in the show. He goes from admittedly heart broken at the news Daenerys named Tyrion her Hand to counseling her to forgive Tyrion for his most recent error. “You’re advising me to forgive the man who stole your position?” she asks. 

Yes, yes he is. Showing that the best advice to give is that which the person needs to hear in their shoes, not what you want to say in yours.

Theon Greyjoy – a story of undeserved grace if ever there was one. His crimes against the Stark family merit great punishment, even if not the horrific ordeal administered by Ramsey Bolton. Theon’s return to Winterfell to defend House Stark is a lesson in honoring that grace.

Brandon Stark – yeah, he’s a weird dude now that he’s the 3 Eyed Raven. Really weird. We also got a small insight into how he has suffered to embrace becoming something bigger than himself, and with heavier burdens. One even senses traces of lament.

Yet, as he says to Jaime in the Godswood after sparing Jaime from shame before the assembled alliance of lords and ladies, “I’m not angry at anyone.”

Not angry, and ready to use his crippled ass as bait to draw in the Night King. Remind me not to underestimate this guy.

The Hound – Sandor Clegane is readily hateable in the early seasons. Yet, his character, a walking testament to the inner-conflict facing most of humanity, is a reminder of the good that lurks within even the worst of us…if we’re willing to let it take the reins.

Samwell Tarly – a man with faults. So many so that even as Jon, Sam, and Eddison stand atop the walls of Winterfell reminiscing on the beginning of their time together with the Night’s Watch, Sam still comes in for affectionate ribbing for his lack of fighting skills and appeal to the ladies.

Sam knows what he’s good at: reading, learning, and being there for Gilly; and what he’s not. His gift of “Heartsbane” to Jorah out of respect for the fallen Lord Commander Mormont is an example of honoring your own strengths while empowering others to honor theirs.

Lady Mormont – speaking of Mormonts, if I’m the Night King I might not tangle with this one in the battle to come. She’s a testament that greatness comes in all forms, even if those forms are entirely unexpected.

Tormund Giantsbane – a rascal’s rascal. Yet, the consummate realist. His earlier lament of the human cost of Mance Rayder’s pride planted the seed for Jon’s eventual bending of the knee to Daenerys. And his succinct yet glorious “Fuck tradition” line this week prompts Jaime to knight Brienne. Proof that profound statements need not come wrapped in excess fluff.

How many of these characters will remain with us after next week? Sadly fewer for sure.

Yet that’s why the show appeals. It draw us into these characters. Into all their strengths and faults. Which is why as spectacular as one of the great battle scenes in TV history is likely to be this Sunday, it’s going to be a longer, more drawn out – if entirely expected – martial version of the Red Wedding.

And we’ll all be watching anyway because the show is that damn good.

**Speaking of stupid, if you’re on the internet, clicking on Game of Thrones headlines while trying to avoid spoilers,stop it. People complaining about spoilers on the Internet might be worse than the “Am I the only one who has never watched Game of Thrones?” crowd. Thanks for listening to my TED Talk.

Note: this post was originally published at

One Arizona case shows why criminal justice reform is needed

One Arizona case shows why criminal justice reform is needed

An appalling incident from 2017 in Glendale, Arizona popped into the news over the weekend based on those events becoming the subject of a federal lawsuit. The attention grabber is the tasing of a man during a traffic stop, including pulling down his shorts and tasing him in the testicles after he was handcuffed.

The video is every bit as bad as it sounds in terms of the behavior of law enforcement.

To be clear, this was not simply an encounter with law enforcement gone a little bad. It was exceptional. The original news story link includes a helpful, detailed review of the body cam footage by experts expressing repeated concerns with how the incident was handled from start to finish. In summary:

Multiple independent law enforcement experts, who agreed to review the incident, said the officers’ conduct was unlawful, potentially criminal, and one of the most cruel and troubling cases of police misconduct they’ve ever seen.

“I have never seen anything like this before,” said Jeff Noble, an attorney and former deputy chief of police in Irvine, Calif., who’s testified in hundreds of cases including Tamir Rice and Philando Castile. “ It reminds me of a case in New York where an individual was sadistically taking a broom handle and shoving it up (the suspect’s) anus. This is just beyond the pale. It’s outrageous conduct.”

Former LAPD detective supervisor T.T. Williams echoed his shock.

“That’s not even borderline,” said Williams, an expert witness who testified in the Philip Brailsford case on behalf of the prosecution. “That’s inhumane.”

One might think, gee, this is just a really terrible thing, but it must be a total aberration. In truth, the case, while on the extreme in some sense, highlights a number of issues at the fore of calls for criminal justice reform, specifically relating to how law enforcement conducts itself and likewise holds itself accountability.

1. Officers initiated an unnecessary confrontation. The victim, Johnny Wheatcroft, was a passenger in a vehicle, wearing his seat belt, ostensibly pulled over for a turn signal violation. Officers had no probably cause to question Wheatcroft. They insisted on seeing his ID. He justly declined, as was his legal right. The incident escalated from there.

2. Officers used excessive force. Needless to saying, attempting to pull someone from the car while he’s still wearing his seat belt, ultimately tasing him 11 times, including after he was already handcuffed is a bad look.

3. Officers used inhumane force, in fact. There is no remotely justifiable cause once a suspect is handcuffed to intentionally pull down their shorts and tase their genitals. An officer committing such an act likely shouldn’t wear the uniform again…more on that shortly.

4. The victims in the case were held in jail for months before charges were dropped:

Wheatcroft and [his wife] Chapman , who were arrested and charged with aggravated assault on a police officer, spent months in jail after the incident because they couldn’t afford bail.

Chapman agreed to plead guilty to a lesser charge in order to get home to her children, her attorneys said.

The poor disproportionately suffer because a ludicrous system of cash bail keeps (still legally innocent) people who aren’t a risk to society behind bars for lack of personal financial means. Rather than continue suffer in such circumstances because of the needs of life, Chapman plead to a lesser charge just to get out to her children.

5. Charges were dropped but the accused still paid a steep price. Local prosecutors understandably dropped charges after seeing the body cam footage of the incident, but months in jail and an ultimately unnecessary guilty plea are an awful lot of punishment for being innocent.

6. Law enforcement tried to cover it up. Clearly, charges of assaulting an officer were not appropriate and tardily dropped. But an internal investigation found officers present incorrectly described the incident, including noting the victim of the tasing was “compliant and didn’t resist.” Moreover, even the Glendale Police Department’s press release over last weekend was found to be “full of omissions and information that does not match up with the department’s own records.” All of which is both discomfiting and a very bad look for public confidence.

7. Discipline of law enforcement was wholly inadequate. That same internal investigation found the tasing officer demonstrated “major performance deficiencies” in violation of multiple procedures and guidelines. His punishment? A laughable 30-hour suspension without pay and disciplinary probation. Anyone who thinks that slap on the wrist is appropriate probably thinks the cop who shot Philando Castille was also innocent.

There have been may calls for criminal justice reform in wake of troubling citizen encounters, more publicly available today in the era of body cams and cell phones, with police resulting in unnecessary injury or death. Perhaps sometimes those who are averse to the politics of Black Lives Matter and other such advocacy groups find it easier to dismiss such calls.

There is no racial component to this case, just horrible policing. Policing that must be reformed and improved before the public loses more confidence in law enforcement.

This shouldn’t be a partisan issue.  National Review‘s David French has written well on the evolution of his thinking on this topic, including the need to end “qualified immunity” that too often protects bad actors in law enforcement. The Charles Koch Institute includes criminal justice reform among its top issues, as does the quite conservative Texas Public Policy Foundation.

Indeed, when someone’s rights and freedoms are as badly violated by police as Johnny Wheatcroft’s, the color of his skin and the partisan political implications shouldn’t matter in the least.

This post was originally published at the Resurgent, where I write on more political topics. It’s a right-of-center site, thus the piece was written with that readership in mind.

Hope after a frustrating Seahawks loss


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How the wild card game felt in a pic. Credit: Michael Ainsworth, AP

There seem to be two predominant schools of thought among Seahawks fans following last Saturday’s playoff loss:

  1. Gee, that was a surprisingly good season from what I was expecting. Cool! Looking forward to next year.
  2. OMFG, fire Pete! Draw and quarter Brian Schottenhimer! Why didn’t they stop running the ball against Dallas! I can’t believe they lost! [leaps off a tall building into the gray, damp blanket of sadness of winter in Seattle]

Count me in the optimism camp, even if there is a damn reasonable critique the Seahawks should have shifted to less of a run-heavy approach by half-time against Dallas the way the offense was struggling.

Let’s review the roster by position group to see how well things improved from the troubling and scary preseason expectations of the team. In sum, almost all of the potential tsunami of uncertainty that faced the team before the season has calmed.


Russell Wilson had one of his best years in the NFL, 3rd in the league in passer rating and tied for 3rd in TD passes. He’s efficient and a big playmaker. Other than a pattern of sometimes holding the ball too long while trying to do too much, even with a better offensive line protecting him, he’s an elite, franchise QB. The only question is if they can extend his contract before he enters the final year of his current deal in September.

Running Back


Chris Carson: the new beast in town. Credit: Getty Images

The elusive search for the heir to Marshawn Lynch is over. Chris Carson is an animal, 5th in the league in rushing, even while missing 2 games and splitting a lot of carries. Rashaad Penny proved a dangerous and talented 1-2 punch. Mike Davis has shown enough to the league he’s probably not worth paying in free agency now. Having Carson, Penny, McKissic, and Prosise (probably injured again, because why not?) for 2019 looks infinitely better than previous uncertainty.

Tight End

Another position in flux leading into the season with the departure of Jimmy Graham feels exceptionally settled. Will Dissly returns after an exceptionally promising 4 game start to the NFL before injury ended his season. Nick Vannett led this group in 2018 playing time and has a comfortable place in the rotation. Ed Dickson was solid once he came off IR. That’s a very good 3 TE rotation on a team with an established identity of both playing big for the run *and* throwing to the TE (51 passes for 595 yards and 8 TDs in sum during the season).

Offensive Line

Can you say stability? With the Tom Cable experience mercifully concluded, this unit looks, dare I say, cohesive and effective under Mike Solari. Brown at LT, Sweezy at LG, Britt at C, Fluker at RG, and Ifedi at RT as a possibility going into 2019 is better than any of us could have thought a year ago. Throw in the surprise power of Jordan Simmons and the versatility of George Fant to play 6th lineman/TE and this is a good unit. They could choose to upgrade in free agency and both Sweezy and Fluker are free agents, but the foundation and identity of this group that helped lead the league in rushing is as solid as it has been in the Russell Wilson era.

Wide Receiver

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Tyler Lockett. Playmaker. Credit: Tony Wayrynen, USA Today

Three words: Tyler. Fucking. Lockett.

Really. Wilson had a perfect passer rating throwing to Lockett this season, with Lockett catching 57 passes of the 71 thrown to him, for 965 yards and 10 TDs (plus 4 catches for 120 yards last Saturday).

Baldwin battled injuries throughout the year, coming back to form down the regular season stretch and on Saturday to remind he’s an exceptionally valuable, clutch player. 2017 7th Round pick David Moore emerged with 26 catches for 445 yards and 5 TDs. Pete Carroll raved about undrafted rookie Malik Turner’s growth during the season so expect the team to cut Jaron Brown to save $2.75 million in cap space. Yes, he had 5 TDs, but only 14 total receptions.

Either way, Locket, Baldwin, and Moore look like a great leading trio given the makeup of the team.

Defensive Line

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Frank Clark doing Frank Clark things. Credit: USA Today

This unit was a huge question mark with the retirement of Cliff Avril and the departure of Michael Bennet. Man, did Frank Clark and Jarran Reed deliver.

Clark had 14 sacks, 14 tackles for loss, and 4 forced fumbles. Reed added 10.5 sacks and 12.5 tackles for loss. Clark is a free agent headed to a big payday, seemingly with Seattle given what he, Carroll, and Schneider have said about the matter.

The subtly effective DE/DT Quinton Jefferson is likely to return as a restricted free agent.  The emerging Poona Ford, an undrafted rookie DT who just kept getting more and more snaps as the season progressed (including 34 on Saturday) joins Naz Jones and Rasheem Green as a promising, youthful trio to round out the rotation of a unit that will likely add more talent in free agency, if not the draft.


As Bill Murray said in Groundhog Day, “I’m a god. Not THE God, but a god.” Bobby Wagner could say the same. Another All-Pro year in 2018 added to a likely Hall of Fame career. The only downside? He and Russell Wilson are on the same contract schedule as members of the (stunning) 2012 draft.

Can the Seahawks re-sign Clark, extend Wilson, extend or re-sign Wagner, *and* pay now-free agent KJ Wright what the market will offer for a top tier, at times Pro-Bowl linebacker…all while addressing other needs? Eh, seems challenging. And they already played most of this year without Wright anyway.

Feels like a position the Seahawks keep the All-Pro stud and surround him with economical and emerging talent; especially with how often nickel and dime packages in the modern NFL take linebackers off the field.

Defensive Back

Was there any position with more uncertainty after the implosion of the Legion of Boom? Richard Sherman left with his undies bunched up tighter than Bill Belichick’s smile. The great Kam Chancellor was forced into retirement in all but official name by injury. And Earl Thomas was a toddler playing in an All-Pro’s body once he showed up…at least until he busted his leg again and flipped off the team on his way out the door. Like hell a team that prizes team chemistry and cohesion is bringing back free agent Thomas after that series of shenanigans.

And who would have thought a secondary of Shaquill Griffin, Tre Flowers, Bradley McDougald, Tedric Thompson, and at times Delano Hill, would have been…decent. Even above average (at times). And capable of some big plays.

McDouglald in particular is a huge value as an inexpensive free agent re-signing before this year. Griffin seems to have improved with the pressure of playing lead CB after Sherman’s departure (though he was clearly challenged playing on a sprained ankle on Saturday). Flowers is a 5th round rookie, converted to CB from safety, and potentially headed down the same path of other defensive back finds the Seahawks have mined in the 5th round under Carroll & Schneider: Sherman and Chancellor.

Nickelback Justin Coleman performed well and is likely a re-signing target in free agency. Akeem King draws raves from Carroll after the Seahawks found him in the dustbin of other teams practice squad discards. And while Carroll’s clock management late in the half and stubbornness about the run can be frustrating at times, the dude has a helluva record finding and developing great defensive back talent.

Definitely a position the Seahawks will add to in the offseason, but infinitely more stable and with cause for optimism than when the Seahawks kicked off last season in Denver.

Special Teams

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The NFL’s newest kicking wizard. Credit:

Y’all. Michael Dickson was an All-Pro punter in his *rookie* year. What a find.

Sebastian “what, this is tackle football?” Janikowski was middling at best and seemed to fade in the 2nd half of the season. And a kicker wrecking their hamstring on a field goal attempt isn’t much of a surprise since it looks like he eats a whole pizza at half time and hasn’t had a good fitness regimen since he got pubes. I guess the hunt for a kicker may be on again.


In sum, a potential wayward, wreck of a team to start the year enters this off-season with some questions, but that’s normal for a modern NFL roster. They also have a goodly amount of cap space (though with some big paydays to manage too) and a solid foundation across essentially every position group, where they can choose to complement or enhance, rather than rebuild or reconstruct.

This chart is a useful tool to predict where the Seahawks might focus their off-season capital given Pete Carroll’s clear philosophy of relying on a good (if not great) defense.


 Credit: @hawkblogger

Yet, given where this team was headed into training camp last summer, I’ll take it. With a smile on my face.

Our Broken Understanding of Each Other

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Source: the Advocate

We don’t understand each other. In case you missed our current national turmoil.

Recent anlysis on what Democrats guess about Republican demographics and what Republicans think about Democratic demographics says we get a lot of things wrong about each other. Democrats think Republicans are older, more Evangelical, more Southern, and richer than they actually are. Republicans think Democrats are less Godly, blacker, gayer, and more unionized. And by wide margins.



And that’s from polling originally done in 2015! Does anyone think those misperceptions haven’t gotten better in our current national climate?

If we don’t  understand who people from different parts of the country or holding different view points actually are, how can we understand their experience?

I had the chance to observe someone else’s experience recently: a bail hearing at the Orleans Parish Courthouse in New Orleans.

Imagine seeing someone who has been arrested for a misdemeanor drug charge being held in an orange jumpsuit, with shackles around their wrists and ankles, just for the opportunity to have bail set. Does that feel “innocent until proven guilty”?

I don’t think so.

Imagine being held in jail because bail is set higher than you can afford, again for a misdemeanor drug arrest, thus allowing you to sit in jail for 45 days until the prosecuting attorney might decide whether or not to charge you? Does that feel “innocent until proven guilty”?

I don’t think so either.

And what if at the end of that 45 days, at which point you’ve probably lost your job, and perhpas your home, the prosecutor offers you a plea deal. Maybe you didn’t even do it. Maybe you did, but the evidence against you is flawed and successful prosecution is unlikely. But, you have a choice: sit in jail for months (maybe even years) awaiting trial or take the plea, including accepting the crime on your record, to get out of jail and back to your life.

Maybe you’re even charged with a felony. Take the same scenario, even for non-violent felons. But now the prosecuting attorney has 60 days to decide whether to charge you. On day 61 they offer a plea deal: accept guilt, time served, and go on probation…or stay in jail for months to prove your innocence while your life leaves you behind. That’s a deeply unpleasant choice, with little in the way of justice involved.

What happens with a felony conviction on your record? You’ll have trouble voting. You’ll have trouble getting a job. You’ll be denied public housing, food stamps, and other programs we as a society has agreed would be helpful to give people a helping hand up. Dare I say, to be rehabilitated and productive members of society again.

All because you may have been arrested (perhaps on flawed charges) and couldn’t afford bail for a non-violent offense.

I saw such things unfold during that recent observation of a bail hearing. Add in the brief opportunity for arrested individuals to speak for a few minutes with a public defender prior appearing before a judge to have bail set. Add in the confusion on their faces as the fast-paced hearing moves forward, full of court lingo, and boom…in a matter of minutes, you’re stuck in jail because you and your family can’t afford bail.

So, you might be saying, Eric, that can’t happen. People can’t sit in jail for months or years for non-violent offenses.

I used to believe that too.

Then there are statistics like this:

Overall, [Louisiana Sheriffs’ Association executive director] Ranatza said there are 2,181 people who are being held in Louisiana jails that have been there for a year or more without going to trial. That’s about 15 percent of the combined jail populations of 14,041 people who had not been convicted of any crime yet, according to information provided by Ranatza.

Of those 2,181 people:

  • 1,507 had been held between one and two years without a trial;

  • 448 had been held between two and three years without a trial;

  • 141 had been held between three and four years without a trial; and

  • 85 people had been held more than four years without a trial.

In one horrific case, a man was recently ordered release on appeal for lack of a speedy trial. He had been awaiting trial on a drug charge for eight years!

Yes, New Orleans and Louisiana as a whole is a gnarly place as far as injustice in the criminal justice system goes.

You might also say: “Eric, that wouldn’t happen where I live.”

Really? Police never target minority neighborhoods for drug crime, including petty crimes like marijuana? Black Americans are not arrested for drug possession at disproportionate rates to their drug use even though they use drugs at the same rate as white Americans? You think those same subtle – or not so subtle – levels of discrimination don’t exist where you live?

I used to believe that such discrimination didn’t exist. I grew up white, upper-middle class, in the Seattle burbs, going to a college prep K-12 school. Then I came to New Orleans, saw the abject poverty in historically African American neighborhoods, cursed with the legacy of decades of Jim Crow, a largely abominable public school system, and an economy limping along amidst the lingering malaise, apathy, and corruption of Louisiana. Most importantly, I read the stories of a criminal justice system that is really efficient at over-arresting, over-charging, and over-sentencing…lots of black people. And it’s not right.

And as much as things in Louisiana might be on the extreme end of this problem in America, we’re all on the same spectrum of the problem. It’s just a question of degree, even if our ideals should remain the same.

Let’s remind ourselves of some basics rights in the Constitution and the amendments to protect the rights of the individual and the accused. The 4th – 8th Amendments in the Bill of Rights specifically secure:

  • protection against unreasonable search and seizure
  • protection of due process
  • protection from self-incrimination
  • protection from double jeopardy
  • the right to a speedy trial
  • the right to a jury trial
  • the right to counsel in one’s defense
  • protection from excessive bail
  • protection from excessive fines
  • protection from cruel and unusual punishment

The 14th later added “equal protection under the laws.”

All these things were viewed as rather important, and necessary, for justice in our country.

Now, consider this: until the era of cell phones and body camera, police misbehavior was a largely foreign concept for most of us living in the suburbs or rural America, and sometimes even urban neighborhoods that aren’t poor or dominated by poorer minorities.

Well, there aren’t any cell phones and body cameras in the court room.

So, the next time you hear or read about some horror story in the criminal justice system and think, “that’s terrible…but that would never happen where I live.”

I ask you, think again. Do you really know what the criminal justice system is like? Do you know what the life of someone who grew up and lives in entirely different circumstances from you is really like?

Maybe you could consider how you can find a way to learn more about some part of our society you might not know very well. It might be as simple as seeking out conversation with someone you encounter regularly in your life, who you know hails from dramatically different circumstances.

Now do something about that.

We could all use some better understanding of each other.

A Salute to the Dark Knight


A drawing of Kam Chancellor by Keegan Hall. This piece caught Kam’s eye and launched Keegan’s career as an artist. 

The retirement of Kam Chancellor, one of the greatest Seahawks of all time, and one of professional footballs greatest strong safeties, was both expected and jarring. Expected in that the severe neck injuries cited in his semi-cryptic Twitter announcement were known to be a likely career-ender. Jarring, in that it truly is the end of an era.

Part of Bam Bam Kam’s most visible greatness and source of his professional reputation were the fearsome hits he delivered on opponents. National and local retrospectives of Kam’s career are dominated by recitation of his reputation as a jarring hitter (Vernon Davis anyone?).

Yet, those reminisces miss the point of Kam’s true greatness. He was more than the fiercest hitter on a defense that was the best in the NFL for five years.

Kam Chancellor was the soul of the Seahawks, and the best player on the defense that crushed opponents on the path to a Super Bowl XVVIII victory.

Soul? Yes, soul. Amidst all the big, vocal names out there on that Seahawk roster including Russell Wilson, Doug Baldwin, Richard Sherman, Earl Thomas, et. al…it was Kam Chancellor who as a unifying force:

“It is Chancellor whom teammates credit for uniting the locker room on the way to back-to-back Super Bowl appearances.”

And how did he exert the leadership to unite them? As that ESPN Magazine profile explores, Kam used to be soft-spoken. Yet, he evolved:

“One player speaks before each Seahawks game, a rotating core of four or five superstars, but teammates say that Chancellor’s speeches feel most akin to a religious chant. He closes his eyes. His muscles tense up. He opens his eyes and looks possessed, demanding eye contact with every player on the team.”

Ok, then.

There’s a reason he was declared “the Dark Knight”:

“He’s a freaking monster,” [Richard] Sherman said. “Kam Chancellor damages people’s souls. He plays in a dark place. We feed off him, all game long. He’s an intimidator, an aggressive ballplayer who plays by the rules.”

Those things were said about Kam after his dominating performance in the 2014 Divisional Playoff Round, where Seattle buried the Carolina Panthers with the aid of a dominant, 11 tackle, 90 yard-interception-return-for-a-TD performance from that Dark Knight.

Sadly, the 2014 season ended on an auspicious, dreadfully sad note on the one yard line. A play that will live in infamy in Seahawks history.

What about the previous years Super Bowl victory?

Kam was the unsung hero.

After the Seahawks dispatched the 49ers in the 2013 NFC Championship Game, on the backs of a famous play — and even more famous post-game interview — from Richard Sherman, famous NFL writer Peter King declared Kam “the player of the game” and predicted:  “In the Super Bowl, the collisions between him and Julius Thomas could be legendary.”

Close, it was this hit on Denver Bronco receiver Demaryious Thomas early in the first quarter that set the tone for the game on defense:

You want to come across the middle on the Legion of Boom, friend? Ok, it’s gonna be a long day for y’all.

And it was.

Chancellor’s box score from that game: 14 tackles, 2 passes defensed, and one interception. Were it not for the visual fanfare of Malcom Smith returning a wayward Peyton Manning pass (thanks to a hit on Manning from Cliff Avril) for a touchdown Kam would have been the MVP of the game. Andy Benoit of Sports Illustrated agreed:

After the game, Peter King called him “the baddest strong safety in football,” declaring the Seahawks defense Kam personified to be responsible for: “[a]s dominating and intimidating a performance as I remember in a Super Bowl.” Saying moreover:  “The analysis of this Super Bowl will center, rightfully, on a voracious defense. This was without a doubt one of the best defensive performances in Super Bowl history.”

And Kam’s dominance extended to the playoff games leading up to the that Super Bowl. When King called him the player of the game against the 49ers, Chancellor racked up 11 tackles (including one for loss), 2 passes defensed, and an interception.

Against the Saints in the Divisional Playoff Round Kam had 14 tackles (including one for loss) and 2 passes defensed.

That’s three playoff games ending in a Super Bowl ring: 35 tackles (2 for loss), 6 passes defensed, and and two interceptions. That’s as good a playoff run as you’ll find for a defensive player in the NFL. Ever.

But, it all came at a cost, even before the final neck injury that finished his career, there was this (from that same ESPN Magazine profile):

“Chancellor was the defensive enforcer, roaming the backfield with a dark visor and the word “Bam” tattooed on both shoulders. His presence intimidated receivers into changing their routes, and his fearsome hits became legendary around the league. But in so many of those collisions, he suffered as much damage as he inflicted: He had hip surgery, bone spurs, nagging injuries to his ankles and knees. He was hospitalized for three days because of trauma and internal bleeding after the Super Bowl in February 2014. A year later, he played his second Super Bowl with a torn MCL in a knee that had swollen to nearly twice its normal size.”

That greatness came at a fearful cost.

Thus, rides into the sunset the Dark Knight of the Seattle Seahawks. I’ll always wear that #31 jersey with pride, and remember fondly the Legion of Boom in its truest form. The best defense of its era in the NFL, with Kam Chancellor at its heart.


Another piece by Keegan Hall, requested by Kam and featuring the conclusion of his 90-yard, interception return for a touchdown against the Carolina Panthers in the 2014 Playoffs. Keegan’s work is all drawn in pencil. (Pencil!) You should buy some. Seriously. I have two signed copies, one of the first one of Kam in this post and another of the Legion of Boom.

That time I was in the Civil War


Antietam Creek rolls by gently in the rain. A scene of beauty, just yards from terrible fighting at Burnside’s Bridge in 1862 as Union troops forced a crossing under heavy Confederate fire on America’s Bloodiest Day. A visual symbol that hope and beauty endure.

I’ve been a Civil War-history nerd for as long as I could remember.

Nerd? Yes, a nerd.

I checked out related books so often from my elementary school library that a librarian once stopped me with one book to say I had checked it out too many times in a row. I pointed out no, those other entries were from earlier in the year. This was only the 2nd  in a row this time!

In third grade I gave a presentation on the Civil War. It was supposed to be a couple minutes. It turned out to be more like 20. And it was good enough my teacher took me up to the high school to give it to an honors American history class.

And the tales of my history nerdom go on, though uniquely focused on the Civil War. I was and am a history nerd, with the awards to prove it, but the Civil War was always my area of deepest interest, even expertise.

What was the source of that deep interest?

There are many potential reasons. I’ll give you one. And a vulnerable one at that.

Something inside me has been trying to explore something I had already lived.

I had the distinct feeling during my recent visit to Gettysburg that I had been there before this lifetime.

Am I talking about reincarnation?

Yes, maybe.

Why did I leave Seattle to attend college in Fredericksburg, VA…with its campus on a famous Civil War battlefield?

Why have I been most truly at home when living in Virginia and Louisiana, with a special love for warm Southern evenings?

Why when I have studied Civil War history and visited Civil War battlefields have I always been consistently and inexorably drawn to the Confederate experience?

It could be just chance.

But, as I’ve written before, I don’t believe in coincidences.

I’m not a resolute believer in reincarnation, including in all its Hindi forms. But, my evolving faith and spirituality includes acceptance of the reality that our world — as Einstein articulated — is made up of energy. And that energy can exist and be transformed in ways we as humans don’t fully understand.

Yet, I grew up in a faith that would slam the door shut brusquely on such ideas. It’s uncomfortable in much of Western society to espouse belief in such things. People that believe strongly in it are often viewed as kooks, loons, and perhaps unwell. We’re a society that historically has hastily rejected ideas that challenge our dominant (and comfortable) thinking, sometimes even in the face of evidence that might challenge that accepted paradigm.

But, sometimes paradigms break.

The Earth isn’t the center of the universe. Slavery is not ok. Women should have equal rights. One ethnic group isn’t superior to another. The Chicago Cubs can win the World Series. Shit, Donald Trump got elected President.

And maybe, it’s ok to embrace our inner kook sometimes.

Yes, I am a Civil War history nerd, in a big way. That’s the good side.

The bad side: if I did fight and die in the Civil War, I don’t believe I was on the side of righteousness. That draw to the Confederate side and affinity for things Southern means I most likely fought on the side who in the annals of military history is known for fighting admirably…on behalf of the very worst of causes. Slavery.

Admirably? Yes, based on the skill which Confederates fought on the battlefield, not because of the heinous cause for which they fought. Students of war know this. The audacity of Robert E. Lee and Stonewall Jackson as well as the toughness of the Southern solider in the face of incredible odds are studied parts of military history (and yes, while some Union leaders and soldiers come in for praise too, it’s not in the same way).  For example, some World War II German military commanders have discussed in memoirs their study of the Civil War, in particular Confederate strategy and tactics, as part of the training that made them — with deep irony — also highly capable, famous soldiers, closely studied in military history…fighting for one of the most despicable causes in our modern human story. Nazism.


The place where Confederate Brigadier General Lewis Armistead fell, mortally wounded, moments after briefly piercing Union lines at the climax of Pickett’s Charge on the last day of Gettysburg. The marker looks West over rolling fields where thousands fell dead or wounded in the battle that marked the turning point of the Civil War.

Maybe all of that is why today, living in the heart of the South, I have developed a special, burning passion — even righteous anger — for the topic of reforming our criminal justice system. The goal: eradicate the latent racism and bigotry that still lurks in our society decades after the end of Jim Crow and some 150 years after a hellish, death-filled Civil War to resolve our country’s original failing. I have sins for which my soul aches to atone.

All of that isn’t very comfortable.

I could try to bury all that inside me. But, that would require me lying to myself.


The Bloody Lane. A simple, sunken country road, turned into a blanket of dead and dying men, fallen in savage fighting at the Battle of Antietam.

You tell me though why I find the fields of Antietam so deeply haunting.

You tell me why I spontaneously almost burst into tears recently driving onto the Gettysburg battlefield.

You tell me why my heart physically aches with sorrow as I stand on those fields.

You tell me why the conjuring of very specific scenes of military conflict in my mind sends deep, reverberating chills up and down my spine until my hair stands on end.


A memorial to the 1st Minnesota, ordered from this spot to launch a desperate, hopeless charge to buy time for Union lines to reform after a successful Confederate attack on the second day of the Battle of Gettysburg. 216 of the 262 men in the unit became casualties during the attack. The highest casualty rate of any Union regiment in the war. The Union line held.

Maybe you’ll just say I’m weird (…and I’m more than a little ok with that).

If there is one thing perhaps you take away from this tale though, whatever you think of the details, maybe it’s this: don’t be afraid to unburden your soul. To say what you think, especially in the face of facts, experiences, and gut instinct that conspire to point in one direction…even when much of society might not be comfortable with it.

One of the most valuable lessons I’ve learned in life is being your authentic self, having an impact, and being the positive force you were meant to be in the world matters way more than whatever society expects of you…or what you think society expects of you.

Maybe why that’s why I’m willing to broach the uncomfortable topic of reincarnation, and let you deeper into my soul, whose experience may have involved fighting for the most hideous of things.

Because we are both the good and bad inside of us. The question is what we do with that.

Can we recognize the good and the bad? Without recognizing both, the bad will serve as a drag on the good like a weight chained to your ankle.

Recognize the bad. Unburden your soul. Then go chase the good with everything you have. You will be happier, and the world will be better for it.

Trust that inner voice that has been calling to you, trust your gut


Ariana Kukors and I rocking some yoga at the top of a LifeWise sponsored hike in 2014.

We spend too much time thinking about things and not enough time trusting our gut, and going with the flow. There are entire fields of science about such things, such as trusting your gut and being in flow state. Those are worth studying, but often as we apply it to our own lives it’s really about simplifying – not complicating – the thinking process to produce better results in our lives.

Here’s one tale about how trusting my gut worked for my professional life (and aligned to my belief there are no coincidences). Things happen for a reason, even if we don’t understand or appreciate it at the time.

You might be thinking: “Eric, why did you start a post about a professional story with a yoga pic on a hike?” That’s kinda the damn point; read on.

There are three key steps to going with the flow:

  1. Listen to your gut
  2. Be patient, let things happen
  3. Act, decisively

In 2013 I was working at Premera Blue Cross near Seattle, running the Corporate Communications team, and looking for a motivational speaker to break-up a joint, day-long offsite for my team and the Marketing Department. As that need lingered in the back of my head, some mindless Twitter scrolling led me to a tweet from Olympic swimmer and area native Ariana Kukors about appearing with former NBA Seattle Supersonic Slick Watts at a local sports award banquet.

Something clicked in my mind with the tweet, knowing a little of Ariana’s story of perseverance: missing the Olympics in 2008 by eight one hundredths of a second, becoming a World Champion and World-Record Holder in 2009, and making the Olympics in 2012 (summarized in a splendid ESPN column). Did Ariana do any motivational speaking?

I pinged her on Twitter to ask. The answer was yes, and we met for lunch to see if the opportunity was a good fit. It was a great conversation. I very quickly determined, yes, she’d be a good fit for the motivational speaker I wanted. And as we conversed more in that initial meeting another idea started percolating in my head: is Ariana a good fit for the emerging marketing campaign for Premera’s LifeWise brand?

At the time, health plans were preparing for implementation of the Affordable Care Act (Obamacare) and through a quirk of health insurance history in Washington state, Premera had a brand in the individual market with the freedom to be (very) different than the Blue Cross brand. The company was planning to differentiate the two in the new ACA-world, in part by pitching LifeWise to consumers interested in active lifestyles in the Pacific Northwest. Could Ariana, the homegrown Olympian, who was now telling me about her current health journey and passion, be a fit with LifeWise?

I let that thought sit in the back of my mind as we concluded a verbal agreement to have Ariana speak at the offsite meeting. We followed that with some prep to make sure her remarks would best fit the group and then got to the day.

I still had the “Ariana…LifeWise?” thought bouncing around my head as I prepared my introduction for her talk. I wasn’t doing anything with the thought other than acknowledging it, not shooting it down, and letting things unfold, including as she was a surprise guest, known only to one member of my team as our speaker before that day.

I introduced Ariana with a wind-up that included quoting from that ESPN column and showing this picture, revealing her emotional response at the 2012 Olympic Trials upon seeing she was going to the Games in London, giving a window into why Ariana had a story to tell, and to provide a deeply human feel to her tale.

Ariana trials

Ariana, moments after seeing she was going to the Olympics.

Then she killed that talk. It was emotional. It was motivational. It was about more than sport, it was about life.

She was swarmed after by attendees, including members of our Marketing team and our recently hired agency for LifeWise. Some people quickly started musing about the very idea lurking in my head of “Does Ariana have a role with us?”

The question wasn’t a one-day musing in the close wake of powerful public speaking, the conversations continued. Soon we reached a consensus among myself, key members of the Marketing team, and our outside agency that Ariana would be an outstanding addition to the budding experiment of our new LifeWise campaign.

Yet, there was no Marketing budget immediately available to fund the honorary “Director of Health Inspiration” role we foresaw for Ariana to be a public-face of LifeWise for the remaining months of 2013, during the peak of marketing before the ACA’s first open enrollment period.

What to do?

As the leader of the Corporate Communications team, I had some flexibility in my budget while the Marketing team was tapped, otherwise requiring a time-consuming, special corporate budget request in tight budget times. While those of us involved in crafting this project with Ariana believed mightily in it’s potential, the relevant Marketing leader who would need to make a special budget request was neither bold and decisive, nor visionary. Thus, there was no way a special request would be considered in time to add Ariana to the team in a timely manner to meet the business opportunity.

It wasn’t a tough call. I funded the experiment for the remainder of the year, believing it would prove itself and be funded in the Marketing budget in 2014.

On one hand, it would have been perfectly appropriate — and indeed, normal — in the corporate world for me to say, “That’s not my area of responsibility, they need to fund it, not me.” On the other hand, my gut was screaming: “This is the right thing to do for the business.”

So, I did it.

The result: the experiment paid off. Ariana became an integrated part of the LifeWise campaign in her Director of Health Inspiration role. She was a social media force, an online writer, a regular feature at event-based marketing, and eventually a staple in TV appearances for LifeWise.

Ariana LW Ambassador

Ariana as Director of Health Inspiration, before a #FitMob event; free, LifeWise-branded opportunities to workout with professional trainers, yoga instructors, and the like.

Along the way, I found an outstanding friend, Ryan Hodgson, on the agency side of our Marketing team. Together, we recruited Ariana to join a team Ryan created to run a Tough Mudder race in October 2013, converting that group into a LifeWise-sponsored team.

We slayed that race.

2013 Tough Mudder team

Our jubilant LifeWise team after crushing that Tough Mudder with vigor.

Returning to the idea of no coincidences, and Ariana’s TV appearances: the latter went so well our agency team eventually negotiated to have Ariana appear as a LifeWise sponsored special correspondent to the 2014 Sochi Winter Olympics for Seattle’s NBC affiliate, KING 5.

Ariana Sochi

Ariana in Sochi.

Ariana’s powerful experience in at the Winter Games motivated her to attempt a comeback to competitive swimming, with an eye on the 2016 Olympics. She moved to southern California and teamed up with a renowned coach of international swimming stars, USC Swim Coach Dave Salo. Injuries ultimately halted Ariana’s comeback, but along the way of that journey she met her now husband and started professional relationships that led to time with Win Forever/Compete to Create (more on why I think that company is really damn special).

No coincidences. At all. In any of it.

As for me, I view this entire episode as one of my best professional moments, second at Premera only to this brutal day (though the LifeWise project was way more enjoyable!). It also helped get me promoted to Vice President at the age of 39, in part because I was creative in identifying a business need and successful in implementing that solution. Along the way, as I reflect on what I enjoyed about that experience, talking about that effort with LifeWise and Ariana internally at Premera was a lot of fun. Because I believed in it and it filled me with joy.

Joy, in one’s professional life? Yes, joy. Pure unadulterated joy.

Which gets me back to the three steps of making this happen.

  1. Listen to your gut. I didn’t squelch a potentially far-fetched idea when it screamed “pursue this!”
  2. Be patient, let things happen. I didn’t force things to happen. Some of it had to be driven by others. By following step #1, step #2 could manifest.
  3. Act, decisively. When it was truly on me to move the ball forward, I did, by committing to a major budget expenditure that the Department I led didn’t need to make, but I knew the company would be better for it.

Here’s the trick: following you gut is risky.

I was working in health insurance when I did this, a highly risk averse industry, not known for rewarding bold steps. At any point along the way, I could have easily chosen inaction rather than action.

Yet, when we start trusting our gut and going with the follow, it suddenly becomes even easier. You want to know what barriers I ran into during the story above?


Many hurdles were possible. They never materialized. I don’t think that’s a coincidence either.

I think about that today as I’ve decided to take a leap and my follow my gut to make being a writer part of my professional portfolio, leading a more unconventional professional life than was the case for my relatively straight-laced career since college.

Is that scary?


Is that risky?


Is it what my gut is calling me to do?


So, with a glass raised to this tale with Ariana, here I go.

Why did this man spend 41 years in solitary confinement for a crime he didn’t commit?


Herman Wallace in 2008. Credit: The Innocence Project/The Advocate.

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.  – Dylan Thomas 

You’d think rage would occupy the mind of Herman Wallace. He was held in solitary confinement for 41 years for a crime he didn’t commit. 41 years. Not just for an innocent error or a case of mistaken identity; 41 years in solitary confinement because the criminal justice system fucked him. Deliberately.

Herman Wallace didn’t rage at that travesty, at least not in a way many of us would consider rage. He was a model of measured restraint in irrepressibly fighting the injustice he faced before he passed away (you can here his voice talking about his experience here). But, that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t rage. We should.

Allow me to take you on a journey. A journey about peeling back one of dark truths of our modern, representative democracy that we don’t like to talk about.

It’s a journey written especially for my white friends and readers, kicking open the door to some uncomfortable realities many of our lives have otherwise allowed us to avoid.

It’s also a tale written for my Republican and conservative friends, to call into question root beliefs around our criminal justice system, to allow for a long-overdue assessment of what criminal justice reform really means.

But, regardless of one’s race or political beliefs, this is a tale of a failure in our society’s criminal justice system we have allowed to linger for far, far too long.

The seed that could spawn eventual change in our country on this topic may well be the horrific case of Philando Castille. The black man shot and killed by a Minnesota cop during a traffic stop while complying with the officer and conducting himself entirely as he should have as a passenger legally carrying a firearm. Castille’s killer was acquitted in the clearest possible case where an officer should have been convicted of a crime for an unjust shooting. That incident along with others of police misconduct captured on cell phone video in recent months caused me and other traditionally conservative people to re-think some of our assumptions about the justice our country does or does not provide.

Living in New Orleans has since taken the seed of dismay for me and blossomed into a tree of righteous anger.


Yes, anger.

I’ll tell you some reasons why.

A man was recently released from prison in Louisiana after 46 years after being wrongly convicted for rape.

Jones was found guilty in the Oct. 2, 1971, rape of a young Baton Rouge General Medical Center nurse who was abducted from the hospital parking lot. Another young woman was kidnapped Oct. 29, 1971, from the parking lot of Our Lady of the Lake Regional Medical and raped. Both were abducted at gunpoint.

[Judge] Anderson ruled the state was obligated to turn over information about the second rape to Jones’ trial attorneys but failed to do so. He said “there is a reasonable probability that, had the information been disclosed to competent counsel, the result of the proceeding would have been different.”

The judge added that the “strong similarities” between the two rapes are “almost too numerous to list.” He also stated that the nurse’s physical description of her attacker is “an almost identical match” to Arnold Ray O’Conner, who was convicted of armed robbery in a September 1973 home-invasion rape near Baton Rouge General.

Wilbert Jones spent 46 years of his life behind bars because of what can only politely be called the benign neglect of prosecutors in the case. A less charitable version is prosecutors deliberately chose to withhold exculpatory evidence so convincing a judge overturned the verdict once brought to his attention decades later. Neither option is acceptable given the foundational principle of our country’s justice system that we are innocent until proven guilty.

Stories like this are sadly not unheard of in today’s America, including as DNA testing reveals some old verdicts as errors of justice. In that vein, one might argue: “gee, these problems sure seem like they’re rooted in the past. We’ve evolved as a society a lot in the last several decades, including with technology. We’re past that now, right?”


The New Orleans prosecutor’s office is facing a federal lawsuit today because of the use of “fake subpoenas” to compel testimony from innocent witnesses:

Topped with the word “subpoena” and the seal of the district attorney in New Orleans, the documents carried an air of authority. They instructed people to appear before prosecutors “to testify to the truth,” and they warned that “failure to obey” the missive could lead to a fine and imprisonment.

But the personalized documents were never endorsed by any court. Instead, according to a federal civil rights lawsuit brought on Tuesday in New Orleans, the papers that were disguised as subpoenas were central to a sustained and fraudulent effort by local prosecutors to coerce witnesses.

The lawsuit, filed by seven plaintiffs, accused local prosecutors of menacing prospective witnesses with what were supposedly subpoenas. Sometimes, the lawsuit said, officials asked judges that people be jailed as material witnesses after they balked at the demands for private meetings with prosecutors.

The approach, the lawsuit said, intended “to create a culture of fear and intimidation that chills crime victims and witnesses from asserting their constitutional rights.” It added, “As a result of these policies, crime victims and witnesses in Orleans Parish know that if they exercise their right not to speak with an investigating prosecutor, they will face harassment, threats, arrest and jail.”

Innocent, prospective witnesses were then sent to jail for failing to comply with these  “subpoenas,” including the victim of domestic violence jailed for five days before her attacker eventually avoided jail time after his ultimate conviction. That’s not justice. Far, far from it.

To make matters worse, the prosecutor’s office doesn’t appear to be serious about responding to the lawsuit, let alone having a modern filing system for records:

During the hearing, Love and other judges questioned Vincent about why the [fake subpoena] records were not more easily accessible.

“There’s no database of all your pleadings?” Love asked Vincent.

“No ma’am,” Vincent said. Moreover, it costs the DA’s office more than $8 to access a closed file from where it’s kept in storage, he said. And any files that are scanned he said, are not word searchable.

While this rot exists today, it is the tale of Herman Wallace that speaks to me. Herman’s case is famous  in some social activist circles. He was one of the Angola 3, held in solitary confinement for 41 years…for a crime he didn’t commit.

Herman’s was finally set free, dying three days after his release, earning a story in the New York Times.

If the case of Philando Castile should gnaw at the heart of every American who believes in freedom, the case of Herman Wallace should haunt our dreams, raising serous questions about how far we have still to go to achieve they system of government and law our Constitution describes.

The Atlantic detailed some of the appalling facts of the errant conviction of Herman Wallace for the murder of a prison guard at Louisiana State Penitentiary in Angola:

  • Blood & fingerprints at the scene didn’t match the defendants
  • Each of the eyewitnesses claimed to be sole eye witness and none of their tales was consistent with the other
  • One “witness” later testified to being beaten during interrogation for the case
  • One “witness” was legally blind
  • One “witness” was schizophrenic
  • One was charged with another murder, using his testimony in the Wallace case to garner favor for leniency on that charge
  • Other inmates testified Wallace was not present at the murder
  • All 4 defendants, including Wallace, had the same counsel. One co-defendant flipped to the prosecution’s side after striking a deal with the warden of the prison during trial. Defense counsel was given a mere 30 minutes to prepare to cross-examine his former client
  • Exculpatory testimony and evidence was withheld from the defense
  • Wallace’s counsel failed to appeal the verdict after conviction

After that farce of a trial, triggered by an unconstitutional indictment that led to Wallace’s eventual release decades later, he and Albert Woodfox lived in solitary confinement…in perpetuity. The third member of the Angola 3, Robert King, eventually joined them in solitary for the same crime, even though he wasn’t even in Angola when the murder took place.

The uniting factor between Wallace, Woodfox, and King?

They were part of the Black Panthers, having joined the organization while incarcerated as part of protesting truly horrific and inhumane prison conditions.

Horrific and inhumane?

Yes, and that’s being s polite.

Angola was a Third World shit hole meets Jim Crow; known infamously as the “bloodiest prison in America” for its history of prisoner violence and rape:

The prison’s roots go back to 1880, when a former Confederate major purchased a plantation called Angola, so named for the country where the region’s slaves came from. He began storing prisoners in the former slave quarters. After stories of brutality leaked from its walls, the state took control of the prison. Unfortunately, conditions didn’t improve.

In 1943, a former prisoner penned in an exposing series of articles about various abuses at Angola, including this one about a warden who’d roam with a three-foot leather strip to lash the inmates. “[He] raised it over his head, with both hands, and brought it down with a sharp pop like a pistol shot on the naked man’s back. One … two … three … twenty; the count goes beyond thirty … the man moans, pleads for mercy, calls on God. The captain tells him: ‘You bettah call on someone closer to you—someone who kin help you!’”

Conditions got so bad in the 1950s that 31 inmates sliced their Achilles tendons to bring attention to their poor treatment. In the following decades, sexual slavery was common place and gun-welding prisoners patrolled as guards called “khaki-backs.” In the early ‘70s, an average of 12 prisoners were stabbed to death each year.

Set aside that heinous, nauseous level of “you might be ‘free’ but we’re still going to keep you down, boy” racism that allows such a plantation-as-prison construct, and consider 31 inmates reached the point they believed slicing their own Achilles tendons was better than the status quo!

I’d join the Black Panthers too in their shoes.

Here’s the key point though, because the Black Panthers had their own controversial history: regardless of any concern people may have about the Black Panthers, part of the point of the United States is we’re not supposed to imprison people for political beliefs. We fought a war against that kind of tyranny for God’s sake.

Except we didn’t root all that tyranny out of our flawed humanity. The wages of our nation’s original sin of slavery are not yet behind us.

Wallace’s attorney argued clearly in that NY Times obituary piece:

George Kendall, who was a lawyer for Mr. Wallace and who confirmed the death, said in an interview that his client’s original conviction was “a travesty” based on shoddy evidence, and that the men had been kept in solitary confinement because they had been members of the Black Panthers, the black nationalist group. Officials worried “that they would organize the prison,” he said.

What else explains the lengths at which prison officials went to beat, badger, and bribe other convicts into testifying against Wallace and Woodfox? What else explains holding men in solitary confinement for 41 years?

Wallace said as much:

 [Angola] warden Burl Cain offered to release Woodfox and Wallace back into the general population if they renounced their political views and accepted Jesus Christ as their savior.


What. The. Fuck?

I see we leaped to limiting both political and religious freedom as tools of the state here.

Importantly, Cain confirmed the motivation:

In a 2008 deposition, attorneys for Woodfox asked Cain, “Let’s just for the sake of argument assume, if you can, that he is not guilty of the murder of [Angola prison guard] Brent Miller.” Cain responded, “Okay, I would still keep him in CCR [solitary confinement]…I still know that he is still trying to practice Black Pantherism, and I still would not want him walking around my prison because he would organize the young new inmates. I would have me all kind of problems, more than I could stand, and I would have the blacks chasing after them.”

It’s tough to speculate on what James Madison and Alexander Hamilton would think of a system holding people in solitary confinement as political prisoners in the 21st century, but I’d wager they wouldn’t be amused. Hamilton in particular would likely be enraged.

Yet, that’s what the Angola 3 were: political prisoners.

The scurrilous Cain was warden of Angola from 1995 to 2015, resigning after a series of shady deals and shenanigans with use of inmate labor. Cain’s behavior in our modern era belies the excuse we might comfort ourselves with that deplorable, racist behavior is a vestige of the past and we can easily presume it’s behind us.

On that score, let’s return to the story of Herman Wallace. He was belatedly diagnosed with Stage 4 liver cancer while incarcerated; the disease by then being its own death sentence. Yet, Louisiana rejected requests for compassionate release. As if the bed-ridden, dying Wallace was somehow a danger to society at that point.

Regardless, a federal judge ultimately over-turned Wallace’s indictment for murder and ordered him released. Deplorably, Louisiana officials remained obstinate:

For a while Tuesday evening, it looked as though Wallace wouldn’t be released. First, supporters said Elayn Hunt Warden Howard Prince left to eat dinner, claiming he couldn’t allow Wallace’s release because he’d already left the grounds. But a federal judge ordered him back and after another hour of wrangling, Wallace emerged from the gates of the prison in the back of an ambulance.

Indeed, the federal judge had to threaten the state prison system with contempt and order Wallace released that evening before he was ultimately freed and transported via ambulance to his brief life after prison.

Everything about the conduct of multiple officials in disparate parts of the criminal justice system in the handling of the case of Herman Wallace imply, often not very subtly, that they were more interested in sticking it to a black man with uncomfortable political beliefs than any sort of real justice.

As icing on that cruel, bitter cake, they re-indicted Wallace on his death bed:

Thursday afternoon, less than 24 hours after Wallace had been transported into hospice care at Wennerstrom’s home, a newly-convened grand jury in West Feliciana re-indicted Wallace on the murder charge.

West Feliciana District Attorney Samuel D’Aquilla confirmed the reindictment Friday morning, saying the grand jury featured six women and at least one black member, an older man roughly Wallace’s age.

D’Aquilla said no court date would have been set until December, long after friends and family expected Wallace to live. But D’Aquilla denied the move was political, saying only “we just had concerns about compassion issues.”

D’Aquilla maintained his stance that Wallace was guilty of Miller’s murder, however, saying the federal judge only overturned the grand jury indictment and not his 1974 conviction.


I think someone misspelled “vindictive assholes.” Who spends public resources re-indicting someone on their death bed for an alleged crime 40 years ago after a federal judge orders said person’s release?

As you ponder what might motivate such behavior, consider what Wallace’s fellow member of the Angola 3, Albert Woodfox experienced: daily strip searches and body cavity inspections. Treatment so ludicrous it was the source of litigation:

Jerry Goodwin, the warden at David Wade Correctional Center, where Woodfox is imprisoned, testified to U.S. District Court Judge James J. Brady that it is the prison’s policy to perform “visual body cavity searches” every time a maximum security inmate enters or leaves his tier.

Sheridan England, a member of Woodfox’s legal team, asked Goodwin why his client should undergo the searches, since he remains shackled and under constant watch by at least two guards during his time off the tier.

Woodfox’s was eventually freed after copping a deal with prosecutors last year to cease their ongoing appeals after the third time federal courts overturned his conviction. Woodfox is free today and recently the subject of a National Geographic special with Morgan Freeman.

Meanwhile, lest we think the dated mistreatment of now old and dead men are behind us, the insanity at Angola continues today. A new death row cell block was opened with completely inadequate cooling for the oppressive, muggy heat of Louisiana’s summers, creating indoor heat indexes so brtual and dangerous as to warrant litigation of over cruel and unusual punishment.

That was in 2013. Just last year the federal judge overseeing the case expressed exasperation with the failure of Louisiana officials to address the problem, including spending more on legal fees fighting the case than the estimated cost of adding sufficient cooling solutions to the cell block in question.

And Angola is not alone in Louisiana:

  • The Orleans Parish Prison was placed under a federal consent decree in 2013 to implement “widespread reforms” in “a jail complex notorious for inmate violence, frequent escapes, poor mental health care and inmate deaths”
  • Neighboring St. Tammany Parrish faced its own federal consent decree in 2012:

About 15 months after its launch, a federal investigation into conditions at the St. Tammany Parish jail found that the complex did not provide adequate mental health care or suicide prevention measures to its prisoners

  • In 2014, a man on death row was released after the vacating of a murder conviction of which he was innocent. He spent 30 years in prison for the erroneous conviction
  • And just this year, a man was released after spending nearly eight years in jail for a non-violent criminal charge that never went to trial:

When Kevin Smith was jailed on a drug charge in New Orleans in 2010, Blockbuster was still renting DVDs and President Barack Obama was still trying to pass his signature health care bill.

Smith’s case never went to a jury. On Monday, 2,832 days after he was locked up, Criminal District Court Judge Tracey Flemings-Davillier ordered Smith’s release, bowing to an appeals court ruling that prosecutors had violated his right to a speedy trial.


Eight years in prison awaiting trial. In today’s America.

Here’s a fact that should trouble the hell out of every American who believes in a fair justice system. A fact I haven’t spent much time on in the overall scheme of this post thus far: every example I’ve cited involves a black man.

Black men, denied justice in the Deep South…and across our country.

Black men convicted of rape they didn’t commit.

Black men convicted of murder they didn’t commit.

Black men shot to death during a traffic stop while complying with a police officer’s commands.

Black men held in solitary confinement for decades.

Black men punished in prison for decades simply for their political beliefs.

To paraphrase the stunning closing argument by “Jake Brigance” (played by Matthew McConaughey) in a Time to Kill:

Can you picture those black men?

Can you picture them spending 23 hours a day in a 6×9 cell for decades for crimes they didn’t commit?

Can you picture them bleeding to death in the passenger seat of a car on the side of the road?

Can you picture it?

Now imagine they’re white.

What would you do then?